I’ve often wondered how I’ve ended up in a world that is so possessed by the past. I’ve always listened to my inner voice, the voice that to me, is the voice of who I am becoming. That voice has steered me away from the Mormon world, which is the social world my parents tried to trap me in, so they could offer me up as a sacrifice to their god, Joseph Smith.
That voice or feeling has turned me around from the first time I chose it over the voice of my mother, who was possessing me by telling me I had a devil in me!
The last time I chose my mother's voice over my inner voice, she had told me that we couldn’t afford to go to doctor, so I stopped telling her when something was wrong with me. I ended up in the hospital - after my third unreported appendix attack - with my appendix breaking on removal, leaving me with peritonitis.
This was a good lesson to me, because I realized then that the voice that was telling me I was dying, the voice my mother had told me was a devil in me, was looking out for me. And that the voice of my mother and her religious programing wasn’t!
The people that possess mankind from a position of the authority, the position of social power, the "Right", need to put a spin on their programing to convince us it is for "our own good", or for "the good of mankind".
The next time I remember my inner voice alerting me not to conform was when they passed seatbelt laws. I think this is what started me drifting into this madness! At the time I though this was imposing on my personal freedom, but had failed to see the deeper implications. It was setting us up to trust the voice of a right that was possessing our bodies legally and medically. At that time "for my own good" but now it's for "the good of mankind". This is one of the oldest possessions, the one the snake in the tree implanted in our social program. It is the wearing of clothing to signal that we are being possessed by a social program, and no longer listening to our inner voice of freedom, the voice of our own connection to God!
Learning to see in a world of deception is a personal journey to freedom. Our only reliable guide is our inner voice! I think I got distracted on the way by people that claimed they wanted to see also, and wanted my help. Now I know they just wanted to distract me to convert me and blind me with their prophet's programing!
Grandpa Owl